Kamikaze

I am the prince of the twice-turned cheek running

out of facial real estate to meet

your list of demands: a dandelion

with teeth biting

soil, sinner and soiled, a hell

razor-sharp and sordid,

your indigo hammer, violet club, blue fox scrambling

to find a bunker that’s not ablaze,

I’ve seen so much

worse than your exodus.


The cast-iron dragon cutting through

the cityscape that’s become a tomb

for the sons of Ra,

I empty myself, and you don’t

understand why the sky is on fire.

You prayed for rivers

of blood, your firstborn

dying, swarms of locusts, another forty

years in the wilderness,

in lieu of me. Ye shall not surely die

the first time around, because at least daggers cut to the point.

Anthrax, android, a mistake

I think, I might be

a misanthrope, restless, self-righteous, but selfless.

Father, lightness is a much heavier load to carry.

No wanderers and no wonders, only the great healer harboring

fugitives from your law

while you dream me.

Spinning the chambers like snake

eyes falling

from your mouth mean

nothing. Matter is abstract

until a nuclear holocaust is on the table.



You were a godhead when I was

godless, but God forbid I be

banished from this promised land.

Adorning, but not

a crown of roses, stop scorning me

like incinerating your world was

a choice. (There is always.)